Music:Malice Mizer-(some song i can't read cause its in Japanese)
well i've added another person's name to the list of houses i'm banned from...Bryan's mom thinks that i shouldn't go over there anymore because i am throwing myself at him...OH COME ON!...i'm the biggest prude...well no really i just take awhile to be comfy...no i'm a prude..oh well i mean GRR!!! its my fault though...watever...GRRR! GOD U JUST COULDN'T TAKE IT! U COULDN'T STAND ME NOT GOING TO U FOR ANYTHING BECAUSE FOR ONCE I WAS ACTUALLY HAPPY WITH THE WAY THINGS WERE GOING!...last night i found myself screaming at the crucifix(a very low pitiful moment)i was talking to a statue and in my head it was getting back at God..like he actual cares.